人生没方程式

写了又删， 删了又写。

我连自己都怀疑了。

我这复杂的心情，是自己给自己添的吧？

是不是原谅别人放过自己就没事了呢……

是不是不计较不去在意就开心没事了……

是不是沟通好来就会顺顺利利，是不是减少说话就安全了？

原来自己都没发觉没想过，就认为做好自己就会没事……

认为自己那样就成熟不幼稚。

呆呆的认为能改变些什么。

却往往忘记了，有些事情无法老往自己怪去。

我们都是人，可并不代表我们就一样了。

有的感觉根本就跟自己超像，超级合得来，

啊结果还不是走着走着不小心走散了么？

有的感觉根本不搭，

结果吵下吵下就走在一起，怎推都推不开吗？

活着没有方程式，我们都无法计算。

无法肯定……

唯独尝试，也许试着试着就对了，

错了更好，那就换一换吧，有新方法，可以解解闷。

至少，努力过。

-完-

To the point

She likes to say "so?"
She likes to say "then?"
She likes to say "Main point?"
As the accompaniment to these words..
She likes to use the unacceptable face when asking, with the highway's wind kind of pitch and tone.

If wanna make life straight to the point, being super direct to get a conclusion.
Your life is dead.
Because every start already meant an end.
You're born to die ;)

If wanna fast forward everything, you're dead.

Sayonara.

Ouch, human.

Look human, talk human, listen human and contact human.

We couldn't avoid.

Lots of thoughts came into my mind.

About good and bad, but still about acceptance.

Is low acceptance a "no-good" thing?

Still.. it's an acceptance of acceptance.

Here's a topic I heard.. She's being so direct!

That's rude..

That's hurtful..

I hate it..

Here's another topic I heard..

She was so indirect, that makes things unclear!

Ya, she is so hard to understand!

She's fake..

She doesn't even be true to us.

Haha, suddenly thinks about, how a human can be a human?

One couldn't fits into every single frame of situations.

It was hard.

Human was hard..

But doesn't mean there's no solution for this..

We can either choose people who can accept us,

OR.. go home cry to mama..haha (kidding)

Or.. we change the way we speak and try to fit.

Undeniable, direct was hurt.

It's a stab right in front of the eyes.

However, you can know who is the killer.

Instead, a smile to you, and a stab behind you.

You will end up knowing nothing.

Nah, still human is hard.

Be as simple as you can.

Life was for you to hold, not split.

-END-

Something to Remember - Rays of Humanity and Love

At this era.. without mobile phone is like evaporate from the earth.
Reach no one, and no one can reach you.
This is what I've experience today.

The ray of humanity and love are something made the earth alive.
It reaches through our eyes then into our heart.
This is what I felt today when I'm comparing today with yesterday.

Hmm.. which to tell first?
Right, everything starts..

Rushing and forgetting everything were my talents.
Today I forgot about my phone, until I thought about checking my to-do-list in my phone==
So, well.. I totally forgot everything and couldn't reach my friend.
I was worry.
Since when the phone has become part of my brain, like a memory card in my body.
Without the phone, I'm like a blind person who are finding the way out to reach the light.

Then, I reach some people, trying to borrow a phone so that I could contact my friend.
(You know, now we hardly find public telephone)
So, it's harder than I thought to borrow a phone from some people.
Until I met a kind young Malay lady who is working at Giordano.
She was kind enough to lend me her phone.
Although I offer her some money for the phone calls I've made, but she rejected.
Although she was rushing to go back for work, but she is kind enough to wait for me.
I really appreciate her help today, thank you so much, girl.

A day before today, I've just experienced some darkest side of human's heart in the world.
Which trying to crash my naive beliefs.
I only see how ugly human can be.
How much I felt disappointed at them..

Not until today I met someone nice.
Which makes my trust and faith towards human returned.

Thanks God for making these life scenes for me to learn and appreciate.
I wish I would make other people's day too.
Because everyone has the power to change.
Making the world a better one.

-END-