Friday, 7 August 2015

How to be not

How we can be not when we are just so attached?

How I'm gonna leave when I'm so into it?

How you gonna lost it, when it is not even yours?


Sometimes, the time we went through aren't the measurement of our relationship.
The things we said, aren't the only thing that filled up our space.
The roads that we ran together will not equal to the future that we are going to face together.
Those laughs in the air aren't only because of you and I.
The moment was not the only frame in your life, but maybe mine.


Are these the act of kindness that everyone honoured to get from you?
Are these representing the real you?
Or, this is just a mask that you're wearing..?

That will crack the ground I'm standing right now into pieces and let me fall to the infinite core of the earth........

Is a dream that gonna wake me anytime from now?
It is the nightmare that gonna happen real soon or the sweetdream that I'm going to wake up from?

Will the bubble last forever if I never gonna move anyway further?
Or.. I should move faster and create more bubbles before breaking this one..?

Will it be a sweetdream that turn into reality somehow..?
I choose to believe it as a NO.

Goodnight.

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