I felt it on my shoulder.
The weight is indeed getting heavier and heavier.
I have no power and rights,
it's not about status or pride,
but the eyes that foresee the future fights.
I can always ignore all these.
I can always point it to you.
Because it's your responsible.
I can say it's ridiculous.
It is ridiculous that I care too much.
I carry up what's not mine.
It can be seen as I am very geh-poh.
But instead, I am just over caring.
If possible, I can change.
I can change into a person who don't care.
A person who only care for her own.
And yes, it is selfish, but a free bird like you.
These might be seen as anger but no.
It's disappointment.
It's hurtful.
It's helpless.
If this is the way you want,
Please go ahead.
Kindness is not for everyone.
It's not something you dump and I keep offering.
I can offer many many times.
To the infinity.
But, there are voices asking me to at least appreciate myself.
So I will do it now.
#KThxBye
