Friday, 9 October 2015

Everything in the sea that is nothing

Do you ever feel that somebody has meant everything to you?
The person has filled up your heart and you feel like the person is everything you got?

However, there is a saying..
"Water is everything to a fish, but fish is not everything to the water.
Sea is everything to the water, but water is not everything to the sea."

Not to break your heart, but just to remind you that you might not the "everything" to the person. Nothing is fair and no rules say that one must be your mirror.

Then, if you know this is happening.. will you still treating this person as everything and giving the best to this person unconditionally? What's the reason you doing all these? Win the person's heart, have some motives behind or you just loving the person?

Talk about myself, I just feel like a Remora fish. A Remora fish that needs protection from the shark, taking shark as everything to protect me. However, the shark does not need me at all. My existence may not be anything at all. Maybe, not even a small influence in its life. Then, what can I do for the shark? Other than thanking, appreciating and keep on asking for help? Other than keep on loving more and more, missing deeper and deeper and stalking frequent and frequent?

My dear shark,
I wonder if the Remora fish wasn't under you anymore, will you ever feel lonely?
I wonder if the Remora fish left you, will you ever realise it?
I wonder if the Remora fish never come back, will you ever miss it?
I wonder if you want the Remora fish to leave so you don't get a shadow that always following you?

They say fish has only 7seconds of memory, this short term of memory, how it can always remember that staying with the shark will keep it safe? Which makes it always return to the shark.
Why Remora fish still remembering you, dear shark.. why?

Dear Remora Fish,
Do you wanna change a place to hide yourself?
Can you be independent now to fight the world?
Will you be strong and turn into a shark someday?

Under the sea world, once living this shark and remora fish that swim together for months and they get lost in their way. They lost each other.
Will the Remora fish still need the shark?
Will the shark miss the Remora fish or realising that it needs Remora fish too?

I don't know. Let's see the next chapter of the sea story after 3months maybe?
Let God to make the decision on how the story goes.

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