I'm Not Car with 2.0cc Engine

Engine in a car determines how fast it can run.
It determines how well it can perform.
There is no way for a car to perform 200km/h speed by using a 1.0cc engine.
It can try hard, strive all the way to that speed, but it will never perform well at that speed.

What is the difference between human and car is their flexibility.
Human can strive and improve their performance and ability to do something.
Car's ability was fixed once they're produced.
They can either maintain or drop their performance only.
So, because I'm a human, I'm striving to achieve something out of my ability.

I strive hard, try hard, work hard..
In Assignments, Works, Performances, Music Exams, and etc.
Roles and roles that I have to improve on.
But among all, performances and musics are the things I strive the most.
I don't feel like a human when I'm doing these, I feel more like a car.
I feel limited, I feel limited by the engine I'm born with.

Expectation from others always makes us try harder and harder.
However...
How could I run like a 2.0cc car when I'm just with a 1.3cc engine?
Ability is what we born with? Or gained?
How flexible can we stretch?

After a moment of digesting (as a human)..

Ability that was born is called TALENT.
Ability that we gained is call HARDWORK.
But....
Sometimes, my hard work will never pay off.
My hard work wasn't seen.
People around will still "complain" about me.

Is it because of I'm not trying hard enough?
Or.. It is just something that is totally out from my ability?
Maybe, it is not part of me.

I'm 1.3cc car, I just want to live a life.
An achievable life.

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