Floating creature in the ocean

A special creature,
without eyes, nose or lips,
without legs or hands.
It floats with the dancing laces under it,
from the top it looks like jelly,
from far it just looks cute and sweet.

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Friendly and cheerful are what I used to describe it.
It looks so beautiful and clear,
like no secret is hidden.

Encyclopedia breaks my heart,
Jellyfish is so dangerous.
They contain high voltage,
they can kill you if you touch them.

They aren't what I imagine.

In opposite,
they are just so sensitive.
They wasn't friendly...
They aren't.

Somehow, it just like human.
They may seem so nice to us,
until we get to know them,
until something happened only we know the real them.

But, in other way,
it is just self-protecting.
Like human,
showing self-protect and self-esteem.
People around might hurt,
but if they don't self-protect,
who gonna protect them or respect them I wonder?

Again,
it may seem good, but it might be bad.
However,
it may seem bad, but it is reasonable. 

Jellyfish is born to be that way.
But, what makes human from them is that..
Experiences (past) are what make us today.

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Bing Bong Bang

We are walking,

hand in hand.

Think it would last,

maybe forever.

We started as three,

joking, reading, laughing,

from Monday to Friday,

sometimes even Saturday.

We are different,

she is good at sports,

he is good at study,

I am good at drawing.

We are still walking,

but here comes separation,

we insist to stick,

we came UTAR hand in hand.

Life destination set,

foundation separated us,

but our heart never,

we run towards future.

Life's ups and downs,

 lifting and dropping us,

she failed and we passed,

here is where she stopped.

Degree life here to greet,

he went Kampar and I stayed,

she is the one who we failed to contact,

she gone.

Now we knew,

relationship is what she chose,

not us but the guy,

our friendship sinks.

We miss her,

but broken is broken,

goodbye is written,

but memories stayed.

You see something but not

Things weren't be just what you see.

A pen might not be just a stick with ink.

A paper might not be just a thin and fragile sheet.

A rubbish bin might not be just a storage of unwanted stuff.

Pen may be your memory recorder.

Paper may be your prove certificate.

Rubbish bin may be keeping things you ever need.

We never know what we actually are.

We see, we hear, we judge.

We talk, we discuss, we judge again.

We interact, we judge once again.

People look at me and said..

She looks "cheerful, hardworking, talkative, talented"

People who talked about me said..

She is "strict, sensitive, kind, stressed"

People interact with me and said..

She is "soft-hearted, pessimistic, over-worried, forever-dilemma"

What they see might not be what I really am.

What I really intended might not be what people received.

You don't know that I don't know that you don't know.

I don't know that you don't know that I don't know.

We might be good but viewed as bad.

We might be bad but viewed as good.

I'm not talented in music,

but because of a paper certificate that prove me, I viewed by others as talented.

I'm not cheerful or optimistic as they thought, deep inside I'm low in confidence and pessimistic.

Judging is not our job.

Judging is not a paid job, but people are willing to do so.

You may say you don't but don't tell me you never judge a person is a girl or boy when you are calling him or her as a "miss" or a "mister", HAHAHA

Unless you say you are paid to judge like an examiner, a lecturer or whatsoever.

Yeah, we judge..

Is it a bad thing?

We tend to misunderstand people.....

BUT.. without judging will be even worse right?

We will not be able to make decisions.

Well, world is always two-faced.

The bright and the dark, the shallow and the deep.

Without "this" we will not compare "that".

Without differences, we cannot see anything.

Because of something, therefore here is something.

Same as human.

It all just proved that we are somebody because there is nobody.

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Night sky

Lying on the fresh green garden which I see them as dark blue,
with my head facing up to the sky which I see them as dark blue..
The looks so cheerful in the morning, and now they're just so cool.
The little grass which looks cute and soft in the morning are poking my back now.

I guess I'm lucky enough to grasp the fresh air, with the accompany of moon and stars.
It proves that I'm still alive.
And I wanted to do this once a week, to spend my time with myself, only myself.

So, I do this every Friday night as it seems to be the only day I can make it.
At first, I only see stars and moon.
I always able to see them.
So I started to look for shooting stars and aeroplanes,
because I find them harder to be seen.

Aeroplanes are easier to see, so I changed my target to the shooting stars.
I only want to see the shooting stars.
So my mission for the night is looking for shooting stars.

One Friday night, I saw shooting star.
I was so happy.
The surrounded stars became transparent to me.
All I see, all that I remember is just that shooting star.
It gave me hope.

But.. after that I never see the shooting star anymore.
I only realise the beauty of the stars in the sky.
And what makes me forget about them is just a shooting star that show up for 3 seconds.

It's like my life.
Maybe.. our life.

We tend to forget about people who are around us,
silently, quietly, unconditionally staying with us.
They care us, love us, help us..
But what we only see is the things we couldn't get.
Maybe the "someone" who don't even appreciate us.
We do so much just to get something that might not be ours.
We left those beautiful angels in our lives aside and chase for the star in our eyes.

In the path of life, we never realise until we lose the shooting star.
We only turn our head behind, see all the dropping stars around us.
They are still there, hoping the best for you.

"Here, I wanna thanks these stars that stay for me.
My family - Papa, Mama, and my brother.
My friends - the two Sakais I meet every day, and some friends that care for me (You know who you are)
Some people like.. my teachers, some strangers who show up care to me."

Some of them might just shine once in my life,
but I do see it.
Thanks every star in my night sky.
I may not see every of you clearly.
But, I still wanted to say..
Thank you.

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Oil + Water

Ever wonder why some of us will never be friends even though we did not hate each other.

Wondering why sometimes things just can’t be mixed?

Why some of us manage to do so for the beginning, but after some time, we failed.

Why some of us try hard but we still out-group?

Is it the matter to do with ourselves? 

Yes, it might be.

But, what if it wasn’t...

Just like oil and water will not mix together, no matter how hard to mix them.

Try to blend, stir, shake, and whatsoever, they will never mix.

The oil will always separate from the water and float on top of water.

They're "born" to be that way.

So, are humans born that way also?

How about... we can mix with others at first but after quite some time, our relationship faded?

Is it like the making of milo drinks?

We may mix the milo with water, they do mix well.

But after a moment, without stiring or touching, the milo will sink to the bottom of the water.

They know each other, but they are no longer mixing together.

Relationship does fade when we are no long putting effort in making it. 

Do we really born that way?

If you ask me about this, I would say.. it might be YES.

Not everyone will be born like "perfectly-sociable" medium.

Even the breathing air may get in "conflict" with friction of the woods in creating fire.

No one will be perfect and get social with everyone.

No one will get to be friend with everyone.

It all depends on who are you dealing with..

Everyone is different.

Accept the fact that water may not mix with oil.

Look from the other sides, we are born to be mix with someone who we can.

To be simple, water can be mix with water.

At least we can mix with the milo for awhile.. right?

Appreciate is what we can do, no matter you're the oil or water.

We will be accepted and be loved by someone in our life.

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Life as a Chemistry

Chemistry is about what?
Solution A + Solution B = Explosion?
Is it about medicine? Engineering? Only thing to do with scientist?
Chemistry is like everything in our live, don't you think?

I see Chemistry as us.
We are just like the particles that react with each other in a medium (earth).
Some of us collide when meeting others, some of us stay and stick together.
Life is all about Chemistry.

Like the basic of Chemistry,
We can always be a "Proton"
(Proton is a positive charges particles)

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And, to balance and make things neutral, we need some Electrons (negative people) as well.
Things might seem negative, but we need the negative and the positive together to make a neutral life.

Anyway, talk about balance...
One of the chemistry questions we always face in secondary school is equation balance.
Which means, we have to balance the equation.

2 C₂H₆ + 7 O₂ ---> 4 CO₂ + 6 H₂O

Look at the equation above, both sides of the equation doesn't look the same at all.
BUT, they are balanced.
It's just like us.
We see the situation and try to fit ourselves in.
We change they way we behave depending on our surrounding.
We will adjust ourselves to balance.
Although we have to change into other "form", but we will do it.
It's like in the working place, though you might don't like the others, you will still change in order to survive.

What if we don't even want to change ourselves?
It's just like choosing to have a chemical reaction with the others.
Let's react and cause a flame, an explosion or an ugly smell.
We can make the situation ugly.

But we are really lucky.. We are not really chemical substances..
We have the choice to CHOOSE.
We can make a change.
We can avoid.
Why make things worse when we can choose to be better and balance?

Life is just like Chemistry, but we can make a change.


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