To the me

Hey, you are reading 20 years old Hui Xuan's blog.

Hello elder Hui Xuan,
How are you..
Wondering how you've become.

Are you still lack of confident?
Are you still boyish?
Are you still sensitive?
Are you still feel the same like me now?

I hope you don't.. or better words would be.. I hope you're good.

Can you tell me is choosing Corporate Comm is the right choice you've made?
Do you still loving arts?
Are you a music instructor still?
How you went through all I've to go through now?

Tons and tons of question, I wanna ask you.
Paths and paths, I'm lost..
How could I meet you.. or will I meet you in future?

I start to wonder.. will you exist in future.
A person like me, will I succeed to meet you?
Am I getting stronger and growing into you?

Hui Xuan, if you exist..
I thank you for never giving up on me.
If you exist, I know I will do all these.
If you exist, I know that I will succeed.
If you exist...

I will not give up, I will chase you at your back, run to the future and get you.
You may run even faster.
I believe I can chase you.
I will meet you soon.
See you!

By,
20 years old Hui Xuan

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